For my almost 5 years in a relatinship, i felt that he was the luckiest person among others because that time i am so very faithful to him. I dont even try to open my heart to anybody else even they were better to him. I dont care to people who will agaisnt in our relationship, the important i love him and acccep all the good and bad things in terms of personality. Yes, i accept what my friends told me that im crazy and stupid if ever i'll continue this kind of relationship because that time i always found out that he date to someone else and he always explained that he was only his past time..just because i love him, ill always accept his explanation, but of course in my side is too painfull but i know that he loves me but many girls flirt him.
Later on, after a years passes by our relationship will continue until now but i've realized that it was unfair to me, imean, ive learned a lot of things to him....i want him to feel what i have feel to him before. THat's why, ill do the same thing...dating with somebody else and become my boyfriends but when i feel they wanted already aserious relationship, i am the one to make a move to quit or skip out because i dont want to be tight for them forever because i still love my fiancee untill now, i just want to feel only how was the feeling to make an relationship to the guys who i havent feeling for them at all.
i really accept whatever comments that you have to this crazy decisions i have for today!